well what happens when you do realize it? Because thats exactly what happened to me

the first time i was groomed was on roblox of all things, can you imagine that? It being roblox feels so mediocre.

however something ive truly realized the past like 2 or 3 days is a memory from my previous school, and a boy who left because he was lazy as fuck and always asleep, but looking back on it i have this memory of him touching my thigh, most masculine boys are kinda always going to sex jokes, and this was probably one of them, but what the fuck, i kept telling him to stop it actually felt uncomfortable but he wouldnt.

i think he genuinely had a problem, i heard a rumour that he either slapped another boys ass or that he put his finger on their ass in a "joking" way