liam is my third entire crush and my second biggest crush

i met him in 6th grade in guitar class and became friends with him and practically it wasnt that long before i realized i had a crush on him

i dont know what compells me to be so obsessed over him, he isnt UGLY cuz actually hes kinda my type but it isnt even looks, its everything, idk the way he looks the way he acts that fucks me up sooo badly

i guess this is what happens when you become so attention wanting that the first person that gives you attention you end up falling in love with

but of course hes straight, even if he acts gay as hell i wouldnt tell him what he is and isnt because thats really disrespectful even though i feel kinda selfish sometimes when it comes to wanting him, because it feels more like needing him.